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Indelible memories
I seem to have lost the ability to create a proper introduction (beginning) to my posts since once upon a time. Arghhhhh...Since the year started, I have not been able to write a decent essay or even a short passage. I have lost my writing ability and stlye which might be non-existence in the first place. Probably because I have reduced tremendously my reading. I have not even completed reading a single book this year, not even my literature novels. I seem to become less and less interested in reading...arghhhhh. I have even gotten a 17/50 score for one of my comprehension exercise last term, something which I have never 'achieved' before. Before that, my lowest have been, well, at least a pass. I do not remember ever doing badly for my english tests before. Somehow or another, I still managed to pass my overall english results last term but my score put me in band 5, which is the bottom 20% of the whole level. Can you imagine that, I have never ever gotten a band 5 score in my life, and worse still, it is for one of the subjects which im considerably good at. Well, at least it is not my weakest subject. Actually, the most troubling problem is that it is the most important subject of all, if I fail, I can forget about being promoted to sec 4 and I am so close to it with a 53...barely made it...
The only consolation is that despite my lowest in class, bottom of the level english marks, I still got 71% overall. HA! noobs... and my L1B5 is 13 of which 6 is already taken up by my english...lol...which means if if i got an A1 for my english, it would be 8. Ok i know that that is a futile consolation, like 8 is very good like that...arghhhhh...
Well, term 2s started and it is already soooooo stressful. I'm packed with so much homework this weekend, i can hardly rest at all....I also do not know why I'm always so sleepy in school, a phenomenon to me, I have never felt like that in school before...my eyelids are so heavy, I can barely keep them open....until my geog teacher even knocked on my table a few times... and I was so shocked...I lost my sleepiness....
Meanwhile Im just trying to keep up with the rest whom I cannot see how could have improved so much effortlessly. Even those who have not been doing well are surpassing me so much...arghhhhh....I so doomed to oblivion....*pants*
Zhi Hao is close behind at 2:45 PM