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Jun Hao
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Wei Jie
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Indelible memories
Ok, its the last day of 2008! What a tumultous year it has been. I know I have just wasted one whole precious year away, throwing tantrunms, falling into depression, failing exams, getting four F9s at one go, skipping school, running away from home, getting myself heart break after heart break, stress after stress. I wonder how I managed to survive through it all. I can officially declare 2008 as the worst year of my life. I have never cried so much in the last decade. I have never failed my exams before in my entire academic life. I have never been met with so many obstacles before. For those who havent heard the full story, I was even almost sent to a shrink not too long ago. What with the upcoming year being one of the most important years of my life. I just gave it a horrible preface. I know no amount of regret can salvage all the desparities and redeem myself. 2008 has left a permanent scar in my life that can never be removed. If I were ever to get heart problems or cancer in the future, 2008 would have been the main cause.
Looking on the positive side, I know I have made lifelong friends this year too. I know its not exactly an easy thing to do. I've had so many friends in my previous academic years, but the friendships did not last, probably because we just had to go our seperate ways, maybe its because of external obstacles that broke us apart, maybe we just did not make enough effort to sustain the friendship. Whatever it is, I really wish that it would never happen again. We must accumulate new friendship on our life journey but we should never lose old ones. Despite all the difficulties I have been through, I know that there are many people out there that have supported me to some extend. I am especially grateful to my parents, my teachers and my friends. Nothing I ever do can repay the guidance and support.
2008 has been an extremely emotional year, the most challenging yet, but I hope that despite all this, I would have gained something from it all. :)
Zhi Hao is close behind at 1:12 PM